My new keyboard

Ok OK so I know my blog is really about my little monkey but I have to tell you about my new keyboard!!! Trav just got me a ipad dock keyboard for my ipad he got me for our anniversary! Now I can use this thing like a computer and it's the best thing ever!!!! I love it! I feel like I got a whole new computer! Christmas shopping here I come online! I feel complete again!!!! No more chicken pecking! I really do have the best hubby and he spoils me rotten

Baking cookies!

Monkey and I just made Halloween cookies and she had a blast:) she is such a little cooker:) she loves to be in the kitchen with mommy! I can't believe how much time had gone by since she was born! As much as I miss those sweet baby moments I love doing stuff like bake with her:)

Frustrated...aaargh!

Just so overwhelmed right now with Trav being gone. Lack of sleep has gotten to me I swear I am a raving you know what!!! The hard part is I don't think Trav gets why I am so upset since he has been gone! Just want to throw my hands up in the air crawl into bed sleep until he comes home!!! Say I give but that's not what moms do! As cranky and irritable as my 2 year old has been I have loved having time with her but thank god for my dad. I am so close from going crazy and he gave me an hour to myself today and took my baby to the train park! I thank god that Addison has my parents because one she loves to be with them and two my parents know when I need a little break! Sorry for the venting but no sleep makes for a crazy woman!

Sad:(

Trav is in Mexico until Monday night and I didn't expect to be so sad that he is gone! Monkey didn't want to go to bed until daddy rocked her:( it was just so sad. I sure hope his sister and family appreciate him and everything he does. Because his wife and poor baby don't like him being gone! We haven't really been apart since we had our lil princess! Time flies by every day until now so here is hoping time starts ticking faster!!!!!!

Decisions

Well I think I have finally made the decision that is best for my baby and no life manual needed:) Just her judgement and that's all I need. I have had a tough time with this decision and one I didn't want to think about but today I received a text and realized that may have been god's little nudge about what the right thing to do is. My uncle gave me the advice to pray and I think god gave me that little push you need sometimes to know what is the right thing for you to do. I will keep you updated and let you know for sure once the decision is final:)

Monday

Travis opened our pool up this weekend and monkey keeps calling it daddy's pool. I took her in it today and she said oh mommy it's daddy's pool. Yep it is baby but you can swim in it all you want! Except I think the poor baby has another ear infection. Not so happy about that. I will call and make her an appointment tomorrow.

We had dinner with my daddy-o and some good friends. We have not seen Scott and Nae for awhile and monkey was all about seeing Auntie Nae and once Nae brought out the graham crackers she was a happy little clam. Who wants noodles when you can have graham crackers and chocolate cake? Oh yeah she got all excited when she saw the chocolate cake because then it was a party:) Love that little girl!

Life's manual

So I really think you should get a manual when you come into this world or at least have classes in school how to deal with life. Everything else in life has a manual so why not life? I don't always know how to handle situations and I could use a manual these days. Just a simple how to guide. Sure would make me life easier:) Trust me there will be at least one person who will read this and have a smart ass remark, well my take on that is no one is perfect and who understands everything because I sure don't. Just frustrated with how things are with family and extended family right now and wish I had an easy solution- Again it would make life so much happier and easier:)